you’re subscribed to this tumblr, and I don’t care, because tonight I’m just going to write it out. I don’t want to make it private, because I don’t want to hide. I want to feel like someone read it and cared. Even for half a second.
- The night I made a pact to myself to not watch any more Asian dramas/shows/movies/etc. until… «insert goal that I will never reach involving Rosetta Stone», I started thinking and feeling the hole in my life that he’s left, and cried myself to sleep. It’s interesting. I didn’t know I was using Asian dramas as a way to cope, or not cope…??
- My mom called tonight and told me her company’s having trouble. Nothing in life is ever for sure. She made sure I got my loans for the fall.
- I want to send my parents on a nice vacation somewhere. I wonder if they’d force me to return it if I actually bought it for them. And tell me to put it into my savings account instead.
- I miss my grandma so much. Every time I call her, she always tell me not to worry about her, to live my life, and be happy. If that’s not love, I don’t know what is.
- We watchedOne Daywith Anne Hathaway and Jim Sturgess tonight. AWFUL MOVIE. Maybe this is why I’m so emotional and upset.
- When I was little, I fell asleep dreaming about how awesome my life would be when I grew up. Now, I fall asleep worrying about how in the world my life is going to be. I want to be 7 again.
- …Everything’s going to be alright. I think. I hope.
